So what you want me to say?
Anyway, i really feel very sad for this entire month! It's my exam period now and guess i just screwed them badly. This's so not me... I've changed. From bad to worst. I don't even know  how to take good care of myself anymore.  You tell me how should i feel? Honestly, You failed to be one. If anything happens to my dad, that's it. I won't forgive. I don't fucking give a shit out of you.

You won't think for us anyway. I'm still trying to focus on my studies. Do you know how i feel? Have you even spare a thought for me not? If you still have the heart, pls go ask yourself. Whatever you do, It's not only hurting me but to everyone who cares about you. Oh wait, i realize you don't have a heart. Or maybe wicked heart. Yea. As wicked as a witch. I'm sorry.. But this so so true.

I once told my friend. Even if anything happens to you. I won't cry like it's the end of the world. It will be like a stranger passing away to me. Yea this shows how you failed to be my mom.

Thank you..