I miss you

How long more will you be back?
Honestly, i miss you. I really do. I know you will repent. I know after all this wrong doings of yours, you will change. I know. Everything will be anew when you come back but i've got to wait for like 3 years.

I'm still trying to forgive you. It's the hardest part.. I need time. Maybe after i forgive you, i'll feel better and everything will be back to normal again.

I've always question god. Why me. Why of all people me? But i don't blame him for whatever it happens and i know by questioning i won't get the answer either.

I'm still trying to accept the fact that you're gone. To a better place where no one can find you. It might be tough for you now and i can feel the hurt and pain you're going through. Pardon me people. It's not easy . I've become more anti-social and gets very irritated easily. Pardon me, Like i said, i need time & i thank god for those who's there for me. Especially Ashley chong.

Goodbye