For this few days, i've been thinking about us and family.
& i realized i'm not the only one being hurt but you as well. I'm sorry for acting selfishly to you. I feel sad and disappointed in myself. I'm expecting too much from you alr..

What i need now is peace. A peace in my heart. You cannot say it's not affecting me because she's still my mom.  I just don't like whatever that is happening now. Is it a sign to ask me and treasure others more? I guess so..
Thanks for standing there for me. I dunno to hate or love my life now..

I love you