Honestly, i really cannot stand people who don't even trust me.
Especially the close one to you.
Anyway, i'm feeling a lot of stress back then. But during my camp, i felt so peaceful and i actually find back my true self & it kind of freak me out because for this few months, i'm trying to be someone's else.

Maybe i'm still trying to avoid things. Maybe i still cannot accept the fact that why you did this to us? So many maybe. None will understand how i'm feeling.

Actually to be strong is just a fake mask i've been wearing for all this while. Trust me, i'm not that strong as all of you thinks. So yea..

On the other hand, i dunno whether should i feel happy or sad? I just cannot accept changes.