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This is the suckiest moment in my life . I swear!
Till now , I still don't understand why you wanna do that to us . I hope whatever you say is real. I really hope so. At least if it's real, all this won't happen alr .

Things are getting harder for me now. I need more strengths . I always tell others to look on the bright side of life and that god will provide you with all the good things . I can't do it now :( it sucks . I hate it . I seriously hate it ..

I always thought that you'll change but no. It's a big blow for me and my dad . I hope you will read this . I hope one day, you'll click onto my blog and read it. I really hope so.

We did everything alr . From police report to going over to mp. In the end , none can help us. Honestly, all this are affecting my studies and me . Why do you have to do all this to hurt those who truly cares for you? I know I cannot get any answer but...

It's getting tough for me . Sometimes I really feel like giving up everything. Someone told me not to hate you because overall you're still my mom. Yea . I don't hate you but I just cannot accept the fact that you cheated on us . Even your daughter.. I'm really speechless . Sigh.

I hope I can get it through.