Happy 41st monthsary! Drop the idea of studying so yea..

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Went over to rp for project discussion! & SIGHHHHHHHHHHH! Entrepreneurship! I really hate you manzxzxzxz. Sian to the max..

So ben's group is here too! & the 3 of us (Nigel, ben and me) went over to bukit timah for dinner. I had my lunch at 3pm plus. Dinner with them at 5pm plus! Lol Lunch and dinner also rice! How?

Anyway, the food here is awesome! Especially the tom yum soup. Pretty cheap too(:

Thinking about home make me feel more sian.
Everyone has their problem. The other day when we were at sheryl's house, i was feeling kind of emo after seeing their family and mine.
Yea, it's been a long time since we can travel together as a family. Now the word 'family' is broken.

Sometimes i just wish i'm not born to this world. At least i won't have to feel or go through all these. I'm such a spoiler man, seriously. Always make things worst for the others.

But one thing for sure, is that i'm blessed with a lot of stuff. It's just that i dunno how to appreciate it. I sucks at handling situations like this. Being the only child is not as good as what you guys think. It sucks..

Nice right? Haha I took this okay! Today HTM trip to sentosa was alright i guess. Fun but tiring! Wonder why i love to sun-tann so much last time and i really hate the sun now! :( Okay i'll let the pictures do the talking.

I wanna go USS!!!!!

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This is the suckiest moment in my life . I swear!
Till now , I still don't understand why you wanna do that to us . I hope whatever you say is real. I really hope so. At least if it's real, all this won't happen alr .

Things are getting harder for me now. I need more strengths . I always tell others to look on the bright side of life and that god will provide you with all the good things . I can't do it now :( it sucks . I hate it . I seriously hate it ..

I always thought that you'll change but no. It's a big blow for me and my dad . I hope you will read this . I hope one day, you'll click onto my blog and read it. I really hope so.

We did everything alr . From police report to going over to mp. In the end , none can help us. Honestly, all this are affecting my studies and me . Why do you have to do all this to hurt those who truly cares for you? I know I cannot get any answer but...

It's getting tough for me . Sometimes I really feel like giving up everything. Someone told me not to hate you because overall you're still my mom. Yea . I don't hate you but I just cannot accept the fact that you cheated on us . Even your daughter.. I'm really speechless . Sigh.

I hope I can get it through.

My cute patrick saying HIIIIIIIIIIII to you all:D

k pls be good! Bye

Honestly, i really cannot stand people who don't even trust me.
Especially the close one to you.
Anyway, i'm feeling a lot of stress back then. But during my camp, i felt so peaceful and i actually find back my true self & it kind of freak me out because for this few months, i'm trying to be someone's else.

Maybe i'm still trying to avoid things. Maybe i still cannot accept the fact that why you did this to us? So many maybe. None will understand how i'm feeling.

Actually to be strong is just a fake mask i've been wearing for all this while. Trust me, i'm not that strong as all of you thinks. So yea..

On the other hand, i dunno whether should i feel happy or sad? I just cannot accept changes.

:(

My family is broken alr.

I think my dad is going insane. Till he call reporter. Wtf?

My dad never spare a thought for me. 

NEVER!
One day i will just fall into depression. I'm serious. I screw my exams because of them. He's very irritating. Imagine you got to prepare and study for your papers and my dad has to keep ringing me over and over again talking about the same thing,

Come on. Money gone we also cannot do anything right? You want her to return back. Honestly i tell you. She won't and i really don;t have this kind of mom. 

I feel like running away but i don't want to disappoint or upset anyone. I really need directions now. I'm feeling so lost. If anything gonna happens, i don't think you will even care to visit me or us. You failed to be my mom. 

I need to move on now!