Honestly, i've never feel this kind of motherly love from my mom before. Ever since after you left us, i always hope that you will at least contact me and ask how i am doing and all but sadly, you never contact me.

Seriously, 20 years of living. You really won't miss me as your daughter? Unless you have never treated me as your daughter. I really wonder.. You never leave your contact, never leave anything just left me hanging. Are you really happy ??

I'm having hard time staying here and squeezing with people. I want my own room and house. I don't have to look at other people's face. Don't have to wait for other people to sleep first so that i can sleep. I don't have to worry about this and that. I guess there's a reason for my family to be in such state and me in this place.

I'm really thankful for A's mom. I really appreciate it. This is the first time i feel motherly love. Yes & i'm really thankful.