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If it's not yours, don't force it cause it's not meant to be yours. Leave it and find a better ones. They're on your way.

Actually it's really easy to say than act. Sometimes, you just got to keep trying. Keep trying till you found the right one. 

It's not easy to get through here. Yea we broke up twice, i still question myself though. What happened if i let go for the 1st time? Will we still be friends? Will you even bother texting me and tell me your where about? Or maybe the first time, it won't hurt that much cause our love may not be that bond yet as compared to now.

What about the 2nd time? It happened recently after our 3rd year anniversary. You said you made up your mind. You said there's a 3rd party. You brought up 2 terrible incidents again. I ever asked you, why are you always so forgiving? I did so many things behind your back and you chose to forgive? You always gave me the same ans over and over again. Cause you're worth it.  

What happened if i let go this rs back then? I dunno but i'm glad i saved it. 

Maybe you will just forget about us and move on & that's what almost all guys did after their break-ups. Sometimes i just feel that i'm way behind you . It's like i cannot catch up to you.  

Sorry for being emo at this hour but that's something that still haunts me.