If i were t compared my life with others, i think that my problems are way too much.
Family problem is the big issue now! You know being the only child dosen't seem to be a good thing. People always say that parents will dote on you more . well , i guess for my case its not. I don't see them caring for me that much anymore. I can't communicate well with them now not even my closest mum. Sometimes i just envy the way how my friends and their mom went shopping and all, talking/spending their times together. I don't ask much from them what i need most is their love and being like how we always did when im young thats all. Is that being too much?

I have noone else t turn to except here. well maybe there's always someone who'll always be there for me but i chose not to. I rather type it out here. People change, things change , everything change. why?! Don't say till you know me very well cause i don even understand /know myself . I'll tends t talk some sense to myself at times. ahhh screw me big times man.