i'm feeling kinda weird now, i dunno why .

i dunno what i really want in life. i can't compared me and other people. in the first place i shouldn't.

i feel so shittt right now & i need someone t talk to. i don want t call/tell my girlfriends or xiang they all because i guess they're busy.

i need you, i so feel like hugging and telling you how i'm feeling right now.

you know everytime in class i keep telling meiyee about how happy we were and so on, i feel that i'm always the lucky one but in the same time,i'm always being too sensitive. i've low self-esteem cause i always look down on myself.

i hope life could be more easy for me.