baby, do you remember when we met,
you told me this gets harder.
Well, it did. 've been holding on forever,
promise me that you'll stay strong.
If you ever go,
just know that I'll remember you.
If living was the hardest part,
we'll then one day be together.
And then I'll be with you.
I will be there one last time now,
remember, if you ever go,
just know that I'll remember you.
all your love is not an assurance that she
will
love
you back. don't expect love in return, wait
for it to
grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be
contented it
grows in yours."

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me
the way that I see you hurts me even more .


like i say. i wan to c yoo because i miss you. but there are times when i don wan to c yoo because that hurts me even more. for nw, hatred in yoo is all i can see. so jus leave me alone before i hate yoo.



today after work. went eat kfc with shan and steff. thn inside that kfc. got this one k1 girl i think. she keep singing jingle bell songs. dunno y. thn when she sing finish me,steff and shan clap for her. thn everyone look at us. damn paiseh. thn nvm. went going home taking mrt; i saw this woodgrove girl and his stead in the train. and the way they behave was like damn gross lah. everyone nearly wanna puke. =x