band camp

1st day of band camp; report at 745. thn orders given. in the afternoon when all are having rehersals . me and amalina follow msong to buy food for the nights bbq. bought chickenwing.sausage.crabstick and fishballs. total up. 200plus. LOLS. thats expansive.. we go help out to wash chicken wing and so on. after that. ready for nights bbq. my group left quite a lot of chicken wing. ha. who cares.? in the end all the leftovers are treated as supper. slp at 2 plus. was chatting with steff at that point of time. cos i ask her to help me check my result. at ard 12 she called me and tell me that i got in to BISHAN!! hahah;p goodgood. thn maybe next time when our sch finish can go work tgt yea? haha n_n . joreen and helina oso kena same course and same campus.

2nd day; POP nights. was having sectionals in the afternoon. and see the marching for our POP. aha=D at 630 all to be settle in the hall ready with our instrument. thn do tuning everything. after that. ard 7 plus. ahmad call all of our section go inside cca room. he said; everytime ard this year i will always be theone who do the talking. lixin got anything wan say to our sections?'' i cried. y? cos its hard to leave this sections and the band. i will do the talking ltr. thn ahmad talk. some of the juniors say thank you to me. im touched. ahmad sentence'' i love all of yoo''
and everyone cry. well.. its true that everyone have to leave the school and the band sooner. its the fact. life still have to go on. tat POP night is another memorable memorys for me. POP was a successful wan. at nigh. when all are aslp. me and some of the band member talking ghost story in our sch. and its true, hahah;p inside the hall. ghoostbump.

3rd day; break camp. settle down. when suppose to give out badges and certifcate. i told my sections one last things.
its sad to leave this band. during sectionals. pls give yoor full cooperations to shahidah. its difficult to control a sections. each and everyone of yoo its a good player. don wish to c one or two player not in next year syf. its stress . for this four mths to syf. all the best. i will still come back and help. for the sec one and twos. yoo guys are so called to be juniors and senior ald. so yoo guys should noe wats is expexted and so on. no conflix in our sections. stay happy. be strong as a sections. help each and everyone of yoo.
althogh we got the bestsections. don ever be bigheaded. we might be hardworking. but its jus hardworking only. so don be bigheaded. all the best for next year syf. =D

being a new leader its not easy. =D

CHRISTMASSSS

celebrating christmas eve in gv. hahah;p lucky draw. and i recieve amber present. XP ate a lot. was doing candy bar. at 12am actually plan to say merry christmas to all patrons but thn too many ppl. hahah;p
christmas day. go watch movie with yewming. night at the museam and we were seating onthe front row! my neck very pain. thn forget it. after the movie yewming say wanna go thomson road to see dogs. thn when queeing up and wait for the bus. he recieve a call and say his friends got one extra ticket for death note. hahahh;p actually wanna watch. but in the end never. cos jiahao did say he wan watch also. thn me and yewming went thomson road and eat. but nvr c dogs. head off and reach home at 11plus. damn tired.

lame

working floor ytd. hahah;p guanxiong damn lame lah. ask all those stupid questions. =D reach home ard 4plus nearly 5am today. very slpy.. ytd work eos.
tmr christmas. and im off. looking forward in celebrating christmas with him. but somehow i think im BAD! looking forward for tmr. =D

yoo wonder. i wonder. christmas present for yoo? haahh;p i dunno yet.

since i cant tell yoo how i feel. i might as well blog it here for yoo to read. i noe yoo r reading this. well. among all. i still think that yoo are the best for me. be it good or bad; till nw. those memories is still there. deep down inside me. for this past one year. ya.. i noe. somethings do happen for a reason. yoo regreted sth in the past. thats the way yoo chose. i respect=x
and i miss chatting with yoo. yoo can said to be the first guy who really touch my heart but in the same time hurts me even more. i still remember the times when yoo told me sth in threhauspark. at that point of times. i have been cryinginside my heart. do yoo noe? feel sad for yoo and so on=(
nothing can be explained. itrustyoo since thn.

i stillcare.
i stillworryforyoo.
baby.iloveyoo>3

BORED!

boredddddd~!~~~~~~~

ytd lots of ppl watching curse of the golden flower and night at the museam. hahah;p i oso wanna watch that golden flower. but not free listed yet. zzz. saw lots of ppl queeing at candy bar. thn me and steff went candy bar and help out. leave jackie at usher point. thn i heard one thing. someone fall!! hahah;p i noe its bad to laugh at ppls fall. but cant control. hahah=D the floor its slippery lah. thats y . thn at night. wenquan they all keep rewinding and c how that person falls. damn funny lah. hahah;p next time should fall more. opps! kidding.=x

suppose to go band today. but nvr cos overslept. hahah;p zzz. woke up at 2 plus. nvr work today oso. sian. nth to do at home. christmas coming. do yoo think i should go celebrate? hahah=D last year did celebrate with idris,azmi and keow. pathetic us. but its fun. took alot of stupid and lame pics. dunno wanna stay overnight at orchard? sihan and azmi staying. long time nvr go east coast. jiahao ask when wanna go. i told him i dunno,. mus ask the rest first. but going east coast make me think of those mmemories he have given me. still remember this year ard april. me and him went eastcoast for dunno wat sandcastle thingy. (somehow like learning thn teach the intellectually ppl) cos me and him volunteer to go. went there. thn think we were the youngest at there. ha=x use to have loads of fun.

too bored. save me pls! some random pic to post.

acid camp 2006

unforgettable camp

4L1 will be the best class.

SK AND MSL

stop saying things that are untrue.
fucked life.


pm; SH.dude. yoo are sweet lah. at least yoo are sweet and yoo did care for her. god bless n_n she knew that. continue and do so=))))

baby, do you remember when we met,
you told me this gets harder.
Well, it did. 've been holding on forever,
promise me that you'll stay strong.
If you ever go,
just know that I'll remember you.
If living was the hardest part,
we'll then one day be together.
And then I'll be with you.
I will be there one last time now,
remember, if you ever go,
just know that I'll remember you.
all your love is not an assurance that she
will
love
you back. don't expect love in return, wait
for it to
grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be
contented it
grows in yours."

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me
the way that I see you hurts me even more .


like i say. i wan to c yoo because i miss you. but there are times when i don wan to c yoo because that hurts me even more. for nw, hatred in yoo is all i can see. so jus leave me alone before i hate yoo.



today after work. went eat kfc with shan and steff. thn inside that kfc. got this one k1 girl i think. she keep singing jingle bell songs. dunno y. thn when she sing finish me,steff and shan clap for her. thn everyone look at us. damn paiseh. thn nvm. went going home taking mrt; i saw this woodgrove girl and his stead in the train. and the way they behave was like damn gross lah. everyone nearly wanna puke. =x

no matter what ,you'll always be my baby.
thank you for everything.
goodbye, i love yoo <3.


have yoo ever wonder how much tears have i shed for yoo? and yea. no matter wat. yoo will always be that someone special.
when words are down. music speaks.#

kl trip

back in singapore.

day1; nth much. check in to hotel and so on . blah

day2; went for performance in international schools. our 7night of july not that fantastic either. even though we noe how badly we played. but still. -( after playing went to their music room and listen to the songs they played. wents shopping after that. din really buy anything. quite moody that day. but not only me. others are moody too.

day3; alot of unpleasent things started to happen. went to sk for exchange. but jus merely wat mrschua said. really make me feel regret and guilty. regret and guilty. y? bcos of my sections. after the exchange whenn all are suppose to go lunch. we all gather. mrs chua started to scold . and im worried. worried abt things and staff.
wats more saddening and disappointing was. mr pradeep did ask. who wanna go shopping rest up our hand. and its like almost all of us rest up. all our mind its jus shopping. but our aim here is to learn sth new from sk and all. after wat mrtan told us. all of us was like guilty. ;p saw quite alot of ppl did cry. i dunno. jus feel that our band its not like last time the way we are.

reflectig of wats happening today. we sit down and talk. and discuss. y have all this kind of things started to happen? kw kena caught smoking. wat to do? aaron run in to his room somemore. kena caught. all in trouble. and we mus really appreciate the teachers. think this is the first time all the teachers nvr slp well for the whole 3 nights.

day4; fall in at 730. kena scold. nvm.. we know wat happen. after that. went lunch and so on. lunch time. our table with mrschua. wat she say. i truely agree, make me feel more guilty. even though she din say anythings. and i belive. all of us are really being pampered by others. discipline. wat we noe by that. our discipline is still not that fantastic.
bought sth for steff, constance and ashley, actually wanna bought yoo guys rngraving names. and its like damn nice lah. but too bad cant find the shops. ya. sorry.. bought yoo guys other things hope yoo all like it.



pm; buck up guys. don worry. we will be there to help

chalet

me and ashley acc steff to her friends chalet. and the both of them like nvr slp? hahah;p they play gunbound. damn irritating lah. today woke up thn borad that train. actually suppose to meet steff and ashley 7 at bishan. but when board till admarilty. theres an announcement. '' sorry for the inconvinience. the train will be delayed. for an HOUR!''
die. thn i come to know that actually at yishun. theres one guy jump off. which means commitsucide. ya. sad..
go take taxi after that. ashley paid half of the money. hahah;p i owe him one. zzz
reach chalet at ards 10plus? thn we went there,. at first all quiet. cos dun really noe them =p at night bbq. ate alot. hahah;p =D but alright.. we went home abt 10 plus. took taxi home. broke nw.

moodyyy

went sws today. quite moody. like no mood to play for that music. went for dinner with jingyu after sws.. had our dinner. we bought a regular popcorn too;(( bit crazy. hahah;p
after that went to bishan to check schedule , buy cheesy hotdog and wait for steff. conclusion; wait for constance to be back inspore thn decide wat to but. lols.
constance went taiwan. remember to buy things for me. and womans for steff. haha. as if she can hear.

1 oct

rights. working candy bar again =( hahah ;p
wait for steff to finish work. went eat kfc with steff and constance.
pm; steff. new name for yoo.! MONKEYBUTT! ass. hahaha ;p cos yoor cheeks are RED!

pm; constance yoo got a black *****. not to mention. scared ltr yoo beat me. hahah .

more floor pls!!

me.constance and steff

MERRY CHRISTMAS~~~ AADVANCE! thanks for that movie voucher.