6 SEPT

jus reach home. i jus simply dislike my dad.
he don even noe wats the MOE system. he don even noe theres is many stream in sec sch. wat he noes? he noes nothing about it. i jus hate it..
so wat if i m in NT.! he don even noes wat nt is all about. he noes ntth!!!. even how well i get for maii N level,. i will still end up in ITE. even how badly i score. i will still go ITE. do i have a choice.? no rites? den how he expected me to go good schs after that? i cant go poly.. wats he know is always ask me go good poly or wat soo ever after i graduate. i don wish to explain anything to him.
he won understand.! no point and useless. IS HIS FACE REALLY THAT IMPORTANT? i jus hate to be in this family of mine. i realli hate it.!! y mus i born in this world and this family.? father of mine is unreasonable. not understanding.. I JUS HATE MY LIFE . does my parents realli care for me.?
i don wish to talk to my dad. evertime talk to him. jus feel like shouting and yelling back to him. i dunno y? and it had been happening since past 3 years.

and i m realli very disappointed in someone else. today its his bdae. he TOTALLY forget i wanto celebrate his bdae with him. wats i want is to have someone who can realli make me smile. not the sort of person who make me worry for him and wat so ever. i'm giving up.!! its a better choice for me.

meet hilda at cwp. eating ''brunch'' at long john silver.
den after that head towards to esplanade. cos the both of us wanna go there study. and so after that, go in, sit down and do our maths. feng nan and his frens reach abt 3plus. if i'm not wrong. den study till halfway. me and hilda don feel like studying liaos. den we go and find fengnan and his frens.
our plan is after our studies, we wanna go play pool. and so. we went to marina square.. go there. suddenli hilda say wanna eat some snacks. den she go buy sth to eat. fengnan treated us soyabean. thanks anyway..
den after thats. we went to the arcade. hahas.. racing car. but in 3rd positions. which means i m that lousy. haiis.
and we went pool after that.. first timeplaying it. ha//
at first anyhow play.. thanks to the person who teach.. after that first round. i get to know how to play le. happy=]
but not as PRO as feng nan. haha.. his fren chris oso quite pro ar?
hmm.
play for about 4 hours. cost 30.00.. i will return some of the money back to yoo. once i get my money.. hehes. THANKS FN..
finish playing. me and hilda leave first since we not eating.. the both of them go eat..
reach mrt station and we say bye to each other. ha''
reach home.
the prob lies..