lones*

think today will be last day to blog till next week =P wanna force myself nt to use com cos of n level. haiis.. #SICKENING# . ytd call hilda and conference. hahaha ! sorry hilda. as i say yoo cant make it and that stooopid recorder. din mean it anyways.. hehes~
im BORED!!. siians. today study a bit den don feel like studying liaos. dunno y.. den ask joreen call my hp and we chat.! till 5plus. feel like watching im not stupid 2. long time never watch liaos. and i still remember thats the first movie i ever watch with him.=X =_= jus nw talking with joreen half way. suddenly miss him alots.

#im afraid. seriously.. afraid that i will lose him again. #
i will only find it secure whenever i see him. and we talk..
*DON LEAVE ME*

CHANGI AIRPORT

hahaha.! went changi airport today . ya. i now many ppl will find it crazy.. but who cares=? hahas. jus went there study. that stoopid ahmai call me and ask me intro ahlian to ahdi as i promise to. but never.! and ya. going overseas liaos. i say i will mail ahdi ahlian to him.
hmm. went there study till 5plus. den i stop studying liaos. headache. i ask him acc me go eat dinner. and meet at bedok. haha.. eating dinner. the wonton noodles i ate damn discusting. nt nice somemore, waste my money.. while wating. he show me a vedio of ''cats lover'' damn discusting. a gurl use her high heels and dig the cats eye balls. dreaking discusting. =( pity the cat.
after that. he say wanna go buy mac shoes. orange colour=) but don have his size den too bad. haha.. den forget it.. we go walk walk den. drink soya bean till i very full-
went giant. haha .. he finding his shoes.. but don have lehs. den he go buy milk. and help his mom buy roti.. after that. go walk walk again ..hehe=P loads of laughter. but all very lame.. take 168 back to woodlands. den he take his bus back to his house.
on the way back. listening to mp3. suddenly feel like listening to waiting for you. its a nice songs isnt it? thought its abit #OUTDATED# but come to it and listens. find it more meaningful and nice. hahas.. keep listening it over and over again. RARR!!. quite tired.

22 sept

dont yoo find it sickening? moving house in 4bloody years time. haiis. by the time i already 20 years old liaos. hahaha.! ytd he sms me. ask me a question before he went to slp. asked me will i wait for him? simply yes or no. obviously i will say yes. cos i still loves him.. and ya. and mus be provided nt to let anything happens again. he promise me he will nt let any other things affect his decisions le. i jus take his words. hopes nth of the past will happens again.
bored nw. in sch nth much happens. all the same. some random pic to put.

20 sept

i'm announcing news to the whole world. haha=X and sihan ask me announce. right sihan? he jus took a pictures of azmi+honsiong BIRD! don think hay-wire. its not the bird yoo guys think. hehes=P.
anyway. =( learning journey to singpost. and yups. finally noes how they deliver the post.. hear the persn talking talking . explaining the process of handling the mail. very mahuan. after listening for abt 30mins? den got break. all take pics . hahaha ! i mean postage pic. almost the whole class take. haha. but quite expansive ehs. $6. but nbm la. who cares.? and so. after the break. continue talking again. as in the person explaing the process. the fun parts was the touring ard the singpost. go look how they really sort out the mail and so on=) after all finish,. took pics. honsiong real flirt ars? hahaha =X anyhow anyhow.
chatted with honsiong,sihan and azmi jus nw./ talking nonsence all da way. and they jus being lame. =X. r we crazy or nuts? keow say wanna go changi airport study. study at the cafe there.*STARBUCKS* and i agree to go. maybe is cos study alone very boring! haha. noones to talk to.

kaos

hais. make me happy for nth. tot my parents say can move house le.. but in the end mus wait for 4 yrs for the NEW building to built. siians. anyway. chat with hildas ytd. tsktsk. hahaha! yeah. and both us jus feel lonely! lonely in a way. *noones will find a frowny gurl attractive* this wats she say. haha! wanna me to intro this chio bu to yoo? ya. and i mean shes quite chiow and cutes.! heres the chance for yoo guys. interested in her. tel me.. hehes~
BORED now. went libary studywith azmi,siong,sihan and dx. ahkeow ps me sehs. never come. hahaha! mus belive. i realli study .
some pics to post..

happy outings

went bugis todays. joreen bought lots of things. haiis.. no money but jus c her buy. siians.. she bought shoes and bags!! puma bags. den go walk walk. after that go eat mac . eat for 1 hours. a bit crazy ar. haha. cos raining mahs. den we take our own sweet time and eat. reach cwp ard 8 plus. den saw najib and one gurl. den mw and joreen go disiao both of them. najib going back jb. so he took the same bus as us. den he follow me and joreen. cos that joreen wanna buy shoes. but in the end i ask najib to acc her,. cos gonna go home le. haha=X

17 sept

my mum realli got nth better to do. ha=_=. ask me go read the message and make a guess.
questions; if yoo ever found a box. wat yoo think the box will contain?
1) sweets
2) ring
3)music box
4)watch
5)dairy

thinking of wat to ans. i guess. hees=X sweets!
she give me the ans.
ans; 1-you realli need to be love by someone.
2-yoo will onli be devoted when yoo are in love
3-yoo duno how to chose relationship
4-once you love, you will nan yi zhi puo
5- yoo will continuosly take care of the person yoo love.

littlebit lame. jus bought a tshirt. hehes=] damn cutes. if only i could have 5 of that t shirt.. hahas. XP.

damn it

piss me off. stoopid com =X cant play window media player. ask ahmai and all, all dunno. haha. but nbm. ask ahdi. at least he can help. nw oks ler.!! thanks. hope this kind of things won happen again..
went city hall today with xinyi. ask her to teach me math.. haha. looking at the nice synery,. den like no mood to study. but still study a bit. hehes.. 2 more weeks to N level ler. study study study. nt realli in the mood of studying. siians.. anyway, meet joreen for dinner also. craps=X foodcourt renovate. den go eat kfc. tmr going bugis with joreen. hahaha! gonna shop for it. but not enough money. =_=

haiis

do i have feelings for yoo.?
sometimes i jus couldn't stop thinking about the past. where the both of us are happily together.. or m i jus treating you as replacement? i really dunno. and i jus couldnt help myself.=X thinking abt the past which i don feel like thinking.

tel me wat to do? breaking my heart, pain all over me. and its killing me.. and i still belive. we can be back together if we want to. but the prob lies=X #simple answer and complicating reasons! deep down inside me, i still noe i like yoo lots.. i jus couldnt forget you.
we once love each other. don't we?
looking back.. and i belive.. do you think i should wait? isit worth it?

15 sept

back in blogging. hahaha! the day before ytd. most of our classmates went to forbidden city. left less than half of our class. den since cant teach. ms ong play passing games. den all of us was like ARR!! so confuse. ha! but quite nice. before that. when the whole class still around. we play battle of sexes. hahas. guys lost.!! and we are to come out of punishment for the guys. and ar . ytd we did punish them. all looks cutes in a way.. dance the chicken dance. haha damn cutes!
today went libary. study half way, don feel like studying liaos. den me and lishan keep taking photo. hahas=X till joreen and lk come. den suddenli wanna take neoprint. den go take.. ha!

9 SEPT

went out and play basketball. with the dingdongs and szeyee. long time never play le. i mean as in never play with them for so long.
heys. HILDA> don sad le. haha.. be happy. CHEERS=]

ddamn

NOW WAT? EVERYTHING MY FAULT? YOO MEAN EVERYONE ARE BORN TO BE DAMN CLEVER? this kind of dad i have? HATE TO BE IN THIS FAMILY OF MINE. WON YOU MAKE MISTAKES?
DAMN.

8sept

meet adrian. he came woodlands meet me. den we go orchard and watch movie . actualli plan to watch ghost game. but no more le.. little man NC16 oso cant watch .
siians
den go watch forbidden siren. ha
quite nice that show.. but i jus wanted to watch ghost game.. 0_0
forget it.
and we go walk walk.
he everthing oso gone. realli CMI. haha.

6 SEPT

jus reach home. i jus simply dislike my dad.
he don even noe wats the MOE system. he don even noe theres is many stream in sec sch. wat he noes? he noes nothing about it. i jus hate it..
so wat if i m in NT.! he don even noes wat nt is all about. he noes ntth!!!. even how well i get for maii N level,. i will still end up in ITE. even how badly i score. i will still go ITE. do i have a choice.? no rites? den how he expected me to go good schs after that? i cant go poly.. wats he know is always ask me go good poly or wat soo ever after i graduate. i don wish to explain anything to him.
he won understand.! no point and useless. IS HIS FACE REALLY THAT IMPORTANT? i jus hate to be in this family of mine. i realli hate it.!! y mus i born in this world and this family.? father of mine is unreasonable. not understanding.. I JUS HATE MY LIFE . does my parents realli care for me.?
i don wish to talk to my dad. evertime talk to him. jus feel like shouting and yelling back to him. i dunno y? and it had been happening since past 3 years.

and i m realli very disappointed in someone else. today its his bdae. he TOTALLY forget i wanto celebrate his bdae with him. wats i want is to have someone who can realli make me smile. not the sort of person who make me worry for him and wat so ever. i'm giving up.!! its a better choice for me.

meet hilda at cwp. eating ''brunch'' at long john silver.
den after that head towards to esplanade. cos the both of us wanna go there study. and so after that, go in, sit down and do our maths. feng nan and his frens reach abt 3plus. if i'm not wrong. den study till halfway. me and hilda don feel like studying liaos. den we go and find fengnan and his frens.
our plan is after our studies, we wanna go play pool. and so. we went to marina square.. go there. suddenli hilda say wanna eat some snacks. den she go buy sth to eat. fengnan treated us soyabean. thanks anyway..
den after thats. we went to the arcade. hahas.. racing car. but in 3rd positions. which means i m that lousy. haiis.
and we went pool after that.. first timeplaying it. ha//
at first anyhow play.. thanks to the person who teach.. after that first round. i get to know how to play le. happy=]
but not as PRO as feng nan. haha.. his fren chris oso quite pro ar?
hmm.
play for about 4 hours. cost 30.00.. i will return some of the money back to yoo. once i get my money.. hehes. THANKS FN..
finish playing. me and hilda leave first since we not eating.. the both of them go eat..
reach mrt station and we say bye to each other. ha''
reach home.
the prob lies..

damn it

i was reading hildas blog. and went to evelyn blog . cos she says she was playing a game in eve blog. so i jus went there.
and.
damnit.
BLOODY SHIT sehs.
go play the maze game.
and play till level3 .
fine..
after thats. a thing pop up and screamed. shit!! at first not that scared but keep on think till ii scared liaos.
walaos=]
haiis=//
next time don ever play any games which yoo dunno wat the hell isit.

4 sept

have N level exams today.. find a bit stupid lors. 8.30am mt papers end. and all the nt go back.. the next paper starts at 2.00pm. don yoo find it kinda stupid? hahas. but.
anyways.. it ends liaos.
by right the english LC should starts at 2pm. but den its thru radio broadcast FM 94.2. i think.. and i noe i will be late for the meeting after that. the paper ends at 320pm.. starts at 2.30.. after that. chiong to meet eve, hilda and fengnan.. sorry everyone. for being late.. go watch the prada shows. hehes~ quite funny .
after thats, we followed our plan. all went to hildas house.. HAHA.=X
on the way there. we talk loads of craps. hahas.. den FINALLY. we reach her house..
ppl CONDO sehs.
go make the cake. actualli not cake larhs. i myself oso forget wats that thing called. onli noe tat pasta got sell..
hmm.
i din do anything much oso.. jus help to stir things.. but its fun.. hahas. freeze the thing inside the fridge. for abt 2 hours i think..
den we ate our dinner at hildas place oso.. THANKS for the dinner. hahas. her mother oso very cutes lohs.
after eating dinner liaos. me, hilda and fengnan play poker. hahas..
win quite a no of times. but. still lose.
arrgg!!
but nvm. anyways . its jus games.. hahas. we try the cake .
frankly speaking. quite nice lahs. but maybe is the coffee that cause the probs. the coffee taste real bitter. . anyways. he pass the test. quite nice..
after that. continue to play poker again.
ard 930. i say i wanna go back liaos. cos still wearing schU. haha.=X
no choice.
den go home. hahas.
on the way. playing fengnan yoyo.. at first din realli make it. cos his yoyo is far diff from othres. hahas.
and i realli make it. serious. HILDA> don jealous.. hehes.
but that evelyn super quiet lehs. hmm
after we reach that platform. me and the both of them seperated.. diff train.. hhas.
and so,
i reach home around 10.45 pm. and bathe..
tas..

ohs. anyway. its tiramisus. not CAKE. ha..
jus noe the news from xinyi. abt Steve Irwin. feel sad for him. even though i not his fans.. saw his show before. R.I.P =(

whee

kakas.
HILDA. don nid to write maii name till so BIG.. kks?
planning where to go with them.. SICKENING. plan oso so slow.. hahas. cos keep on changing TOPIC.. -_-.
N level tmr.. lucks to me oso. ha.. haiis.. no mood. still in playing mood.
die liaos.

siians.
baking cake tmr? hilda house.. don worry hilda.. will make a mess out of it. i mean yoor room kitchen everything.. hahas.
remember to wait..
nth much todays..

EAST COAST

kaes. today actualli going sentosa.. but in the end never go.. by the time we reach there. the quee for tat shuttle bus to sentosa was damn long. den fine.. don go liaos..
go punggol. wait for that IDIOTIC bus to that marina.
wait for at least 30 minutes. after that. went east coast ya.. he go rollarblade. ask me wanna cycle or rollarblade not?
but i don wan.. hahas. den too bad lors. he blade his own. left me all alone.

went to the stone there.. go there sit. den called HILDA LA. ASS. she hang maii phone. but lucky she call back ar.. hahas.
den we chat for abt more than 1 hour.. LAME staff we talk abt.. PERVERTIC HER.. hahas. tel her wats i wan for maii bdae present.. hehes`
den after that we hang.. maii hp oso gonna low batt. den went dinner and blah blah. take bus and back home. study a bit of sci den online.. haiis.

#GOOD LUCKS TO YOO JIA HAO. FOR TMR AUDITTION#
-DINGDONG SUPPORT YOO-
-SORRY. WON BE THERE TMR-
ALL DA BEST!!

listening to PILATUS now.. damn FREAKING nice., should go listen.. hahas.

BORED!

RIGHTS?
back in blogging. no schs todaes. siians.
dad come back .. don like to hear his voice.. went ahma house.. hahas. nth to do at home..
went there oso feel like slping. but better den i always stay at home alone.. haiis.

siians siians siians. back to maii lamo things again. nowadays talk all those lame staff. siians. I M BORED!! how i wish i can go overseas now.. hahas. cool uh? yes. I KNEW IT.
dots.
chat with that mr bean frends. HILDA LARHS.. hahas.. hehes. say never display our pic? next time take den i display lors.. anyway, bdae coming.. remember my ZINC BAG.. hehes=]
-WIERD gals. yoo din done anything wrong oso.
#misunderstanding?#
-she thinks too much liaos..

anyways. i oso dunno wats the hell m i talking abt..