THE VERY GOT LOVE CLASS

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AFTER 3 YEARS AND I'M FINALLY BAPTIZED(:

Thank you beloved for journeying together with me(: LOVE YOU

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We face a lot of trials in life. I trust and believe that every experience in our life will make us to become a better person.

When people never do up to your expectation for the first time you will say it's ok. When it comes a second time, you find it frustrating. When it comes to the third time , you tends to judge and say negative things about him/her but when it comes to us, it's a different story. We often make up stories / reasons to say that we are right or to cover up some part.

That shouldn't be the way. We should learn from our mistakes. We should learn to face up and not by making up stories to cover ourselves up.

So baptism is getting nearer! HAHA I cannot wait for it though(: So excited. I'm sure the rest of my girls are too. Guess what have i chose for my baptism name? Heh. Teresa(: I was thinking either laura or teresa so i end up choosing teresa.

The reason why i chose this name is because i really love mother teresa. I love her quotes. I'm inspired by her. Since young, when i was in primary 4 or 5. My school has the poster of those people that we should remember at the side of the hall and mother teresa was the most memorable one. Back then, my knowledge of her was zerooo. Like i only know who is she and never really go check out to want to know more about her. Now i know and i want to be like her and it's not easy.

Just want to share this awesome quote from her which i love it very much with all of you(:

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway.

 If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway.

 If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. 

If you are honest and frank, People may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway.

 What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. 

If you find serenity and happiness, They may be jealous; Be happy anyway.

 The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway.

 Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway.
-Mother Teresa

Hello earthlings! A lil update about my week(:

So i went over to watch the SYF performance at Singapore conference hall.

 Well done guys! Bring back a lot of memories 5 years back. I can still remember how mr tan look at us when we're on the stage feeling nervous. Nervous about our solos and scared we cannot do him proud. That year was hell . We practiced every single day excluding sunday & still we couldn't play well. I remember Mrs chua said she's leaving and all of us cried! I cried too because i felt sad. If we didn't do well we're really wasting their time and effort. We kena scolding from them a lot of time already but those lessons was memorable.

Till the actual day of our syf. We gave our best shot like the juniors now & we cried after my performance. It's a sense of relieve that it's FINALLY OVER & also we think that we did very badly on stage and we can do better. Our seniors gave us moral support like how we're giving it to our juniors now. Results will be out around 6pm so we have to wait.

Everyone just camp outside the speakers which is here.

Yea man. The band before us was fajar secondary school. So when it comes our turn, everyone was holding hand together till they said Band no 11. Marsiling secondary school..... Akward silence. I swear my heart was beating damn fast & Gold with ahhhhhh! We only heard gold and everyone just ran out like that .

We ran out to this place . We cried . Our hardwork being paid off. We hug each other. Actually it's like a bit drama. HAHA but everyone was feeling really happy! We din expect gwh. Sense of relieve. Those were the days:(

This year i couldn't make it for the results. So i received a phone calls and message from them. To all of my juniors. You guys really did a good job man. I was feeling really shock when i heard you guys played on stage. You know, the quality and the tone is still there and when i heard you all play my jaw dropped. Like wow. What have you guys become? Seriously.. I felt goosebumps all over me and i almost cried THANKS TO TEOLISHAN! 

Still remmeber what mr tan said? "We shall move on from here:) Learn to accept, What is the difference between a person who sees the medal as everything one has, as compared to a person who sees one's setback as a developmental process in life and turn it into learning opportunity for one's future? Who do you think could walk through a longer journey? No forever winners, we are back to where we were once upon a time & we shall work towards our visions & goals once again. That's the meaning of life:)"

And this is what he said. No forever winners, we are back to when we were once upon a time and we shall work towards our vision and goals once again(: 

So band please don't feel dishearted. In my heart you guys are the winners already. I'm sure in all the seniors heart too(: Looking forward to the next two years. Haha

Look at my friend. Mrs chua used to scold him a lot! Hahaha sorry shafeeq! We still love you and stop making fun of my ulcer and "mole"

Moving on.. Sat is our last scrutiny. So we went for our dinner after that & MJ!

Thought this ring would bring her luck. LOL. Actually i think godma hand very cute. Remind me of cheryl. Like same like that. Doremon hand(:

So next week is my baptism already!! I cannot wait man. Feeling really excited but i still couldn't find my white dress! Okay gonna get things done by this week .

& i received my baptism present from ashley's family. So sweet righttttt? It says " welcome into the family " 

Really very sweet. Still counting my blessings. Haha okay till then people. 

Bye!

Was talking to superchng and she brought up this "because you keep thinking you are alright until somebody touched your weak point".
Yes! I guess i've been acting strong in front of so many people. Till she pointed out my weak point. I shouldn't be like that. I always told myself i'm alright i'm alright but deep down, i know i'm not.