SHIT DAY SHIT POST.

Actually i don't know how i feel. I really dunno how to feel. Happy or sad? Sigh.
I just want to be happy. What's stopping me? Why do i keep thinking about all this? Why?
I don't understand us either.

Forget it..

it's easier to walk away then fight for what you want.

Noone will read this blog anyway.

So i've decided to type it here.
My dad found my mom.. Yea. My dad ask me to go have dinner with her every month or so. I dunno.. I'm sad. I'm really sad. Sad that i've to face her. She changed.. From the one who love and care for me to someone i don't know anymore..

I hope i can bring them back tgt again because having a broken family is really :(
But for their good, i shouldn't be so selfish.. She cannot stand my dad anymore and i believe my dad still love her.

It sucks.. I'm feeling damn down now.
Hoping for the best.

My virgin trip to THE NATIONAL MUSEUM!!!! IT'S FUN! I shall go there someday soon.

Today marks the last day of my year 1 in poly and also to say bye to most of them:( Ok la don't sound so emo. We'll still meet in school (hopefully)! & E25J IS REALLY AWESOME!! People like jordan, nigelm iggy, ben, charles and all. 

ALL THE BEST TO YOU PEOPLE! It's gonna be tough next sem! 

I cant wait to leave rp.....

What should i say tmr? I think i'm avoiding the situation and not facing it.
I dunno how to face it....
I really dunno what to say to you. I don't want to breakdown tmr.
I hope at least you still have a lil heart. I really hope so..