LOL.

Boy went st james today.
i cant even contact him. cos his hp SPOIL.
*drools.
i miss him. =/



test sucks today. esp OSA!
wtf. i was doing the wrong thing in com lab. the test. i thought was easy. but after all when came t create query. everything went blank! so i cheated abit. ask juliana . hahah. opps. x)
teacher don care either.





BPF test. everyone in class was quiet. all thanks t those guy walk outside our class and make noise. thn the lecturer went out. thn thn. t my suprise. the whole class was talking when the lecturer was out!! hahah.
wat a BULL SHIT!
whole class was discussing. its bad of us i know.


LOL-)



OFC lesson. that mr choong. my fav teacher! whahah. he gave us a blur look. and he is damn freaking CUTE lah!
dots. but he dosen seems know how t teach and i hate it.
damn.

sian.

studyin ltr for my CRN test on MON! goodluck and godbless!

BYE PPL!

i realise how much i love you.
and how much i need you.
seriously.
im not gonna let go.



THANKS-))


ytd went for acid meeting.
this year seems more fun and interesting. they actually plan for VIVO shopping and teaching them how t take train.
whahah. i cant wait for acid camp. seems so much fun this year.

went watch the BLADE show today wit steff. OMG!! damn funny lah . the show is jus simply too cool for everyone t watch!

so.. must watch it yea? hahaha !

steff. me

LOL.

somany ppl go CHIONG today. MOS . dots. so fun meh? LOL. guys always go there and b** gals. HONGSTERS are meant t be. eh. but not all guys x( sorry if i'm mean. no offence. but thats true wat. hahah.

I SIMPLY LOVES ALL MY SISTUHS.CLASSMATES. AND AND YOU!

you guys are great. THANKS !!!!

To you##


BOY. we have known each other for more thn 4 years. since sec1. eccluding pri school. but we saw each other before.
like you when i was in sec 2. being together when we are in sec 4. and we broke up due t some reason. i was damn sad at that point of time. i continue t wait. and you asked whether would i be waiting. i said yes. cos i do hav feelings.

i've waited for so long till i've met royston. and so i decided t give you up. i thought me and royston would last. but who knows. yah. we broke up . cos he said his feeling for me have fade. cant find back those kind of feelings.

i guess you are drunk ytd.
thats why you called me. actually i was slping till i saw your sms thn i woke up.
so wat if you could tell me how much you love me?
I loved you once. and we know each other well enough.
but i don wanna hav any r/s . yah. you should know. perhaps. we should jus leave as it is. treasure wat we are now.
i admit. being with you can brighten up mydays.
but i jus simply couldnt trust r/s anymore. unless you prove me wrong. but i noe you cant-(

those r/s had teached me sth.
me and royston. maybe me and him is not sure of our feelings enough thats y we end it so fast.
ask yourself. how important m i t you?





Note; cry your eyeballs out like nobody care>3

THANKS YUEWEI.
LOVE YOU LOTS!


i SUCKS this time. i know.
and i really sucks. and FUCK .
i dunno.
but thats wat i can say.
you know sth? lixin really sucks.
wat the big fuck am i doing>?

i don like this kind of approach can?
do sth wit it. COME ON!
THANKS zhuxi. you have been there for me whenever im sad. thanks boy. and don be silly lah. yes. i will take care. you too=D
don worry about me .
thanks t cherlyn too.

and gal. don think too much okays? afterall we are still the BEST SISTUHS! we hav lots of secret t share. sorry for that . if i have been like showing attitude t you. cos im feeling fucking sad. thats why.

**a r/s that i have walked through. those past. i 've learn lots of things. learning from my mistakes. a path that i've walked through. a lesson that had been taught. but i jus don wish this outcome t came back again t me. love t me is un everlasting for now. so wat if you could tell me how much you love me and so on?
in the end. we would still go with our saperate ways.
I've took the wrong steps by being tgt in a rush ways. thats why i sort of cant trust this anymore.
i wan you t stay happy. promise me that, boy? you should know how i feel.
and i TOTALLY lose faith and confidence in love . cos of the path and ways i have walked through. its not the moment yet.
but like i said. being tgt is not wat i want. its the love for me i want t see.

*yesyes.
THANKS. i love you afterall.
so do you?
in my great minds, and you will always be that someone special.

im asking yuewei t help me for my blogskin.! hahah.
guess takes time t ask her help . cos she seems busy.
*laughs.


went gv today. i miss GV! really. and tats alot. chatted with liangzhiong. shicai.madina . ann. hahaha !
i really miss gv alot alot alot.
and i simply loves everyone !
and yah. its true. gv is most of the happiest place i've work in. esp those wonderful friends. still remember when each of us keep disturbing one another-))) haha.
miss doing floor station also.

the family warmth. but now. no more.
why ? why? why?
but sad t say. i have been ********* . hais.
nvm.

acid camp ard the corner. LOL-) guess i need t ask everyone out and discuss sth. cos all of us are GL. we need t do sth.

how many times must i say?
i know . you can do anything inorder t get tgt. but my feelings won be there for you and thats the truth. im really sorry.
and once and for most. if you don wish t say. thn i also won bother t find out. keep it a secret t yourself thn. but i know the feelings sucks. i don wan you t feel that way. thats why i ask you t let go me. so that will be easier. i've said everything t you. don wan t listen? thn i don care.
leave it t you.


NOTE: see how dumb am I? you should know.
thanks for letting me know how useless am I.
and thanks for letting me know. or rather telling me. how important am I t you.
i appreciate it much ;(

when things goes wrong. i would sit back and think of it.
and shit!

i was thinking the wrong things.
my brain is not working today. wtf.
im so so so damn piss off. and yah. so wat if you are trying t tell me all this.?
nvr give a damn either. i don care. don wan 2 care it.





feelings of wats suppose t be right now.
happy or sad?
happy? at least theres someone there for me.
sad? we have been like drifting apart.

comeone lixin. be back t yourself. remember wat he said.
and yes! i will forever remember wat he said. not t disappoint him .
oh yes. i love you.
too nice that i've fallen for you.

hahaha.


had a chat wit steff ang! cos she finish work at 8 pm. thought of staying at bishan and wait for her. but i din.
so in the end. i called her. and we chat. chat till she safely reached home. ha.
how good m i?
LOL-))

and we talked lots of craps.
yea. i really miss those days. those funs.
and somwhow. me and steff suggest t create a blogspot tgt. hahaha !
finally im done wit it.

do tagg us. but currently theres no tagbox. i will make it this few days. hahah
and our link is.

www.piece-ofshit.blogspot.com


hahah.
piece of shit. LOL-)
NIGHTS PPL!

oh FUCK. !

im so fucked up.
not because of you.
not because of friends.
not because of familys.
no one.



im so fucked up like no other ppls business.




im crying now.
belive it anot.?

how useless & stupid can i be?
im such a useless person.
fucking person is wat i can say.

band band band!
music is back in my life again. how cool? hahah.
as usual went t north vista alumni band. sight read the songs ''LORD OF THE RING''
hahah. frankly speaking. i dunno how t count for that piece. opps! but i jus anyhow play lah.

after band went have our dinner at compass point. thn we talked... and and. haha. me and kendrick keep on disturbing REKKHA! opps x) im sorry. HEES-D
aiya. don need t be shy!
LOL-))))))))
went bugis after that. t acc our joreen buy her bag. whahah. and finallY! she bought it. leg v tired. old alr lah. dots.

actually meeting zhuxi jus now. but dint. cos i told him. im gg back home and study. lalalala~ and its true okays? BELIVE IT ANOT! wth!

*i love you
love is patient. love is kind.
it does not envy.
it does not boast
it is not proud,
it is not rude.
it is not self-seeking.
it is not easily angered.
it keeps no records of wrong.
love does not delight in evil but rejoices wit the truth.
it always protect.
always hope. always perserveres.
Love nvr fails.

but sth make me relize sth.
hais hais hais.
i dunno how many times i told you le. you still seems t be like understand. why? why ?why?
we arnt meant t be tgt. i don have that kind of feelings.
we are in 2 diff worlds. thats wat i feel.
since you know i alr have a him in my heart. thn wat for you still wan t kept trying?

im missing you boy. ever since the day where you started t be so good t me.
and now we cant contact much. cos of our bills.
you once told me. you jus wan me 2 b happy. thats wat you wanna see. and here im . being happily. i've learn lots of things from you. seriously. w/o you telling me all this. i oso won noe wat m i going t do next.
and yah. i've GROWN UP!

back in blogging. jus came back home : LOL

instead of gg RP today.

was out with steff jus now for our seoul garden;;p hahah.

had our most fun and so called stupid laughter and that was GREAT!

and shit! i forget t bring her comp pass today. LOL. in the end went back home and take. hahah. so so sorry.

were eating. crack lots of jokes. steff said; i let you see one picture. very cute.

hahah.

and that was the pic she show.

and i said look like jail bird. hahah. jk only=x

well. eat eat eat! eat is our motive . after that. went toilet and took a lame and stupid photo. hahah=D

and LOOK~!

ENJOY!

=D

what a nice face you given. WTH!

me. you.

hahah. LOL. thats our piece for today.! after eating our seoul garden. steff acc me back home t take comp pass which i have forgotten. -D

so after i went back. i went t cwp wit her. and we took FAIRY WHEEL!! hahah. cos we wanted t take it too. she also. so we decided t take for a ride.

OVERALL! fun and nice day i had today. THANKS -)))

WAH!

hahah. so superb bored. ha=x

anyway. SOETINGXIAN is being lame today. hahah. YES . you are.

was in the canteen. drinking orange milk juice. and guess wat? xikeng told me sth.

xikeng; ytd when on the way back. tx sing a song. she compose it.

me; wat song. sing !

tingxian; okok. i sing. everyone pls listen.

the song is sensor; and i was lauhging all the way. nearly me and matt spilt out our drinks. ahaha. LOL-(

she is v v lame today.! LOL-)

HAIS. A BIGG SIGH!!!

i need t wait till 3plus 4 . so bored. wat should i do now? zzz

was listening t the song ''never let you go''

find it really meangingful.

hmm. wat t blog? i dunno. maybe some pic t post.

SYF 2007

you guys rocks lah!

miss you! black black mole!

4L1-2006

keow.joreen.shan.me.yuewei.xuan

i love this photo. frends ever.!

MARSILING D MARCIA>! i miss that day! LOL

SAY YES! say say say.

and i would agreeD-)))

xikeng-; THANKS girl . thanks for cheering me up. great sister indeed. NICE GIRL and cheerfl ones. LOL-) you have been great lah.!

tingxian;- you are lame. but you rocks sometimes . don forget. SOMETIMES only. hahah. i miss your stupid and lame jokes.

steff; know you since last year. you have been a wonderful friends t turn out too. i have prob i will find you. and all our stupid act! hahah. LOL . miss those days where me,you , canstance and ashley were out. use t chat till morning thn went and meet . watch movie and so on. constance and ashley! meet out soon somedays. -)

him; THANKS. thats wat im gonna said it t you.

thatsweetguy.thatcuteguy.thatkindguy.thatgoodguy. ;YOUAREMISSED!

so tiring today.
but but. im happy. -)]one word ! contended-)

i miss him badly. =x
meeted him today. but its jus a while=x and i know that im really in love in him. well. maybe im used t it. as in recieving his calls and message. w/o that , i will feel damn lonely and sad. its natural feelings i guess.

but i gonna apologise if it really really happens. *praying hard*
you know me well. sorry for keeping you wait for my message and so on. but sometimes i wait for you t contact me can turns out t be emo. cos you make me waited so long. hahaha =D


anyway. t that whoever fucker ;
come on.! wanna stare jus come straight forward t me and TALK!
don need t go ard the bushes understand? bitch!
come t me if you are unhappy. fucker. ! you tink who are you. v big in sch?? wah. ! im damn freaking scared leh.
__ << see this. this is wat you are. understand?

sorry for all those vul language. they are simply BRAINLESS*

LOL-)

i hate t take trains esp in the morning.! ppl squeezing through the trains. like WTH! alr know no space for their butts t get in alr. they still wanna squeeze.

im missing him.

have been waiting for his msg and calls. and finally! my phone rang. hahah. and it was him.

yesyes. though we have feelings for each other. but. i only wish t treasure whatever i have now. no regrets. i hope it wasnt a crush.

i have been thinking this few days. i belive its not a crush. -)) but theres many things stuck inside my BRAIN! and im worrying more and more things. lucky he understands!

back t ytd. went over serangoon for studying with tingxian and xikeng. hahah. LOL. standard us.

sth happen. maid wheelchairin an old lady. that old lady beat her maid for some reasons. pity her. and lots more things happening.

i don wish that day t come too. i don wish t see my mums like that.

alrights alrights. back t studying. the three of us were actually MEMORISING CRN! hahah. how cool? xikeng went eat dinner cos of mother day. thn left me and tx.

1 guy approached and 1 gal which the guys asked her t approach. asked for no.

i wanted t shoot them. and said. ;HELLO. ! wake up. you are too young.! hahaha.

but i din.

after xikeng came. tx told her wat happen. thn xikeng assume it was peicai sec guys. if you are somehow POPULAR in a way thn i will giv you my no. hahaha!

MY FAV TEACHER!
MR CHONG! such a lame ass. hahah. this is wat happen.
me . matt and joreen was actually eating fries in class. thn mr chong caught matt.

mrchong; if wanna eat go canteen eat.
matt; if i go canteen eat. you also mark me 0 for attendance.
mrchong; its better t eat in canteen. if not the birds will fly in.
me; WTH!

after that. mr chong saw me eating too. hahaha ! he say if i eat, the birds will fly in. thn will kill the birds. bcos classroom got fan. LAME right?
but i still continue eating. he said if any bird die in class. i might be the killer. hahaha ! FUNNIEST teacher i've ever met. =x

well. ytd. OSA lesson again. ms lim.

mslim; shut down youir pc due t time... (forget alr)

saw ain shutting down alr. thn ms lim said.

ms lim; whi ask you all t shut down?
class; you say shut down.
ms lim; NO. im not the one who said that. its someone else voice.
class; no. you did said it.
ms lim; no. i never said the word shut down before.

LOL. she was beside me. and i heard she said the word SHUT DOWN for more thn 2 times. and yet she said she nvr say anything. like WTH right? hahaha. abiit STM i think? ha=x

today went bishan meet peirong with steff. ahah.
went town today. LOL.
but before going town. steff play me a game. something t do with brain. whatever i ask her. she knows.
like. wats my father hp no. my pin no. my moms IC and so on. and knew wat??
SHE GUESS IT ALL CORRECT!. pervert her. dunno how she do it. i don belive and ask her more and more questions. but all i ask she guess it correct.
*faints*

nth much. feel like gg shopping. but im lack of money.
HOW SAD?

hais. A BIG SIGH.
i really don wish t get into any rs for the moment. so its jus no use. im feeling guilty in some other ways. but but.. i still do belive its jus a crush. its easier for you t let go now.
but you told me its wasnt. so i jus don care it. hope you really really understand.

BACK IN BLOGGING! hahah. happy? LOL=)well. pass back on sat. as usual. alumni band. whahah. my sight reading really sucks. having performance in june and sept i guess. hahah. azmi use the cake cream and play it on ppls face. damn it. ha. but its damn funny. rekkha was soo scared. RARR!=Dwent campass point ytd. in the end left kendrick, me , joreen and keow. the few of us. ha .

hahah. took this lame pic wit kendrick ytd.

oh ya. recieve a call from lishan ytd. she ask me out for FAIRRY WHEEL! LOL. and i suggest t ask dingdong gang out. its been a long time since we are back tgt. but its like dingdong very hard t go out tgt, cos mostly yewming are busy with his own things. zzz. jiahao annything. lets find one day and go out tgt. abd get back t our past! after eating our dinner. everyone went back. home sweet home after that.

today. went over xikeng place meet her. cos we meeting ting xian at kovan mac. hahah! study study study. did i really study? hahah. oh well.

keep on taking pics onli. haha. shall post it.

ANNOUNCEMENT T MAKE.

ACID CAMP for this year is coming.! hahah-D on the 8-10th june at pioneer JC. hahah. everyone interested in coming back again. so do i. hahah. really enjoyed the fun we had . and our stupidness. this year mostly the same ppl will be going back again. hahah. will be more fun i assume. you know. and i know. j

hahah. if wanna know more. can read back my pass entries on june 2006 when i mentioned acid camp. whaha. this year im not GL alr. do do kendrick. LOL . nvm . student helpers also fun.

just cant wait for acid camp. whahah.-))