Guess wat?
belive it anot? LIXIN is thinking straight for once!
oh well . hahah .
many ppl seems t be like asking for my blog song. shall post it. the songs that currently playing title '' AI DE ZHU XUAN LU" by ; xiao gui and zhuo wen xuan ;

LOL.
anyway. back t my life. school today was freaking horrible and terrible. esp in OSA lesson. haha. that lecturer. oh my! this is wat happen.
our class was actually talking while the lecturer was teaching. nvm. after that. she stopped and nag and scold us. i know its our fault. she is doing for our own good. the most FUNNIEST thing was ..

matt; teacher. can start teaching alr lah.
ms .. ; you ask me t teach thn i teach ar?

the whole class was laughin away. hahah. LOL-) first time i heard teacher saying that from her mouth. hahah. but. when our class is quiet alr. she jus keep on nagging and nagging. very naggy. =/

well. pass back on sat;
was actually having alumni band at north vista sec. hahah. quite fun. but guess wat? my tone sucks ! cos long time nvr touch clarinet. i will get back my tone. hahah.
after band went city hall wit kendrick, joreen and jingyu. haha. went eat and play and fool around. LOL-(
sorry if i pinch you too hard. but you jus deserve it. hahaha ! cos you really talk too much which really make no sense lehs.
haha.
after which they went home ard 9 plus. while i waited for my friend . send me home. but jus t bus stop as i requested.

i jus find it rather weird cos.. you should know. hope you understand.
and im really sorry.
you can always find someone better thn me afterall.
whatever i wanna say . i have alr said. i hope you really understand. its jus a crush i belive.
letting go now might be easier.
its really impossible for us t be tgt. i don wish t see you being there for me while i was like giving you more and more false hope.
i hope you really really understand. theres much more better person thn me.

anyway. i pass by someone profile.
LIFE IS A DICK! hahah.
i somehow agreed on that.

new blogskin will be done few days ltr.
arriving soon!
doing in progress.

THANKS PPL=)) esp my sister! ha, you are the best lah!

hahah.!
ytd went meet kendrick at jurongs entertainment centre. ate our dinner and play pool. went arcade after that. hahah.
really enjoy myself. LOL-D

exams around the corner. hahaha ! so bored. jus reach home. went bugis wuth xikeng,tingxian and mat. board train home and we saw john chow. at least i have someone t acc me till woodlands. hahah.





judge me not.
you shall.

our love story has come t an end.

its your choice. so i accepted the reason cos i noe i still cant save the relationship.
jus feel it everything happen too sudden.
though its hard for you t say the word b . but you still said it. don wanna decieve yourself nor me. you scared that i will do stupid things and learn bad. you scared our friendship and me hating you.
i won be hating you and it will nvr be. we will still be friends . cdon worry-))

thanks for all those memories you have given. at least we are happy when we are tgt. those beautiful memories will b in my heart.
both of us are sad don we? it start at the same place. and flood wit tears in the same place. there are lots of memories there.
but like i said, loving you was nvr a mistake. and nvr will it be. perhaps we need times . now not the moment for the both of us t meet and talk.

and don blame anything to yourself can? you are a good guy.
but the way i see you saying gdbye t me makes me feel more and more heartpain.
seriously. but without you i will feel weird.

THANKS yeehui,john and xikeng.
thanks thn. at least i noe the reason. we stil have along way t go. must think on the positive side. RIGHT YEEHUI?? hahah.
i will be back t myself. don worry-) but it jus takes time.
i will always remember the times that we spend esp on our first mth anniversary.
you take care of yourself ok boy?
iwill be there. you won see it, but my heart will be there. reaching out for you.
i don wish t see the unhapiness of you. i wan you t be back t yourself too.



but don ever ask me give up.

to my precious boy>3

i dunno wats bothering you lately. i asked but you choose t keep it t yourself.
you seems vexed about sth else=x
well. its your choice. i wish t share your burden tgt.
as your gf. at least i wish t know wats happening and so on.

loving you was never a mistake. and never will it be.
sorry for making you unhappy at times.
though this few days tends t be busy. but our love will be there. always. =D
wo ai ni. >33


9 more days t our upcoming 2nd anniversary. =x

anyway. dearry started working. at fairprice. john and him went for interview but the person din call john. maybe is bcos dearry once work in the coldstorage before.

THANK YOU gurl. for acc me all this while. but not acc. actually got motive t come all the way t woodlands. ha.! tmr lessons starts at 8. guess i turning in.
whahah.-0))))) NIGHT!

WOOT!
GOLD.

omg. when they are going t announce the result. everyone was nervous. so do us.
was such a bandfreak today lah.! hahah.
bendemeer band is after us. saw marcus , guihong and some familiar faces. did congrats them for getting silver.

the judges for this year. omg. hahah. very cute.
feeling nervous and scared for our band as the results are getting nearer and nearer. thn t relief. cos at least we did maintain a gold.
though din get on wat we want. but there are still sooo much happiness right?? hahah.
all those hard works are being paid off.
contented-)))

WELLDONE band. iloveyou guys.

proud t be in msl band -))


happiness t share with. saw mrs lee today. hahah.

after that. i go meet xikeng and all at j8. thn saw dearry and john. cos they taking train and go back ler . thn acc xikeng home. she go change thn back woodlands and meet john and yeehui. dearry cant meet us. cos he went find his friend.
ard 7plus. we dunno where t go. so i suggest go tekong park find him. xikengs emo influence me. shucks! nvm.

went back ard 11. cos me, dear, john and yeehui was seating at the titanic and talk. but i jus kept quiet . din talk much-(
ytd was an unpleasent day prehaps? i dunno the reason y dearry walk off without telling me the reason. couldnt control. but jus t cry the hell out .
thn after that i went t yushinoya at j8 and find him and john. tears kept rolling down whenever i think of the image. so din talk much too. but john told me that dearry told him that we are somehow having quarrel. but im figuring out wat prob had we quarrel?
guess im thinking too much all this while. i won be so pasemistic alr.

i jus called him and asked wat happen. he said its past alr. so no point racking up. yah. guess i won be asking too much alr.
well. think i gonna slp alr. NIGHTS PPL!

Two young hearts;
Two young people;
One equally shared love.
Strongest when together;
Weakest when apart.
Bound together by love and honesty;
Torn apart by fate.
How she crys when she thinks of herself without him.
He tells her that it will be okay in the end.
He brings her closer to him;
Wrapped together tight in a loving embrace;
She thinks she's in heaven.
Not wanting tomorrow to come,
Wanting this night to never end.
Her head is on his chest now,
Hands eternally linked with love;
Watching the stars, not caring
What the future brings.
Leaving her is the worst,
Moving a state away,
Feels like moving to a different universe.
Crying as they say good bye,
One last passionate kiss,
A love that will live forever.
Two young hearts;
Two young people;
One equally shared true love.

some poems i came across when i was at a webiste. loving isint it?

LOL-)
jus now was reading back my pass entries. from the first time i blog till now. hahah. too bored thats y i try t read back wat i have wrote for the past few years. aha. .
you know times fly really fast. and yet im gg 17 this year. woot! 10++ years of education. im not good in studying. but good in playing. hahah ! LMAO-))

hapily wit my life now. aha. my friends and my bf. though sometimes i crack most of my lame jokes make his high blood pressure go higer and higer. hahah. but . but.. its good. but i won be so lame anymore next time. wat he will say is xi guan jiu hao. hahah. get use t it. yea=/ get use t it. LOL.
guess i gg out nw t attend my relative thingy le. hahah.
-gone-

lets see wat i can do. im sooo freaking bored.
just went t some other webside. LOL. band fushion. well. i've got nth t say.
pass few days was reading story through webby. hahah. title ''you are here'' nice story though. mus read. www.goodybooks.com. thn search under you are here. ~sweet and nice story.
now im reading ''I belive''
whahah. counting down t 4 more days and school gonna start soon. RARR!! i jus remember i haven done finish my project. LOL.
tmr need to attends some relative thingy. hees=D its raining now. x)) nice and cool whether. hahah !

was thinking of all those all days. in sec school. hahah. its TOTALLY DIFFERENT compare t ite. those sec school days. i still remember all those stupid things that i;ve done when i was in sec 1. hahah. and the choice of friends i've made. really miss those days.
the more i think the more i wanna laugh. hahah.
not much ppl online. so bored.=x

dearry watching his anime now. LOL-)
raining whether i will tends t get emo easily. but lucky i have dearry t chat wit. hahah. so super uber bored.


*immaculated just in my thoughts
loving you is the greatest gift.
loving you till the end.
i love your smile. i love he way you are.infact. i love your everything>33

back from all those bbqs.
hahah.

sat. 7april- went t kens bbq. meet dearry at woodlands and meet xikeng and all at yck. was raining. kens father pick us up at yck. thn over t his house. LOL.

at nights t the bbq. eating and chitchatting. but kens grandma is cute. hahah. and its very very cute. actually nth much happen. hahah =D

our NICE leg

10 april which is ytd. - class bbq. actually not all of our class member turn up. zzz. we went there early. so go play wit sand and water. WOOT!

at east coast park. start fire at ard 6? i dunno. cos serene,fran, xikeng, me dearry joreen john and some of us were in the pool place. after which thn we went back to the bbq pit . mrs goh bring along her daughter. hahah. cutes eh. her daugter kind of like john. HEES=D thn after the bbq thingy. went pool place find dearry and john. thn tingxian also learning. john teach her. hahah.! she is such an ass. but she is very very cutes. LOL. play wit her can make us laugh whole day. cos of the way she talk . keep on seeing her eat the whole day =x after 10 plus. went rent bike. rent overnight bike. 6 of us riding. ride t bedok jetty at about 2am plus. this point of time. we were still eating our bbqing chicken wings. hahah ! about 4plus. serene having stomach prob. is either gastric or stomach prob. thn ask her go toilet. ask dearry bring her go. got bike. after they came back. serene took her medicine. thn think should be alrights alr.

after which. talk abit. and its about 5 am plus. went t return our bike and lock it. thn went back and took bus home. dearry said 966 first bus will be 530. but when we go there. the board stated is 6 plus. hahah. thn we took the first bus to toapayoh interchange. but halfway. i saw bus 961. thn john say did you see that? dearry say yes. thn we choose t get off and take 961. hahah. rush down. the bus gone alr. sad-( few min the bus came. thn was slping in the bus.. damn long. 8plus thn reach home. HOME SWEET HOME~ RARR!

LOL.
was suppose to wake up early and follow the band t maris stella school for exchange. but when i woke up. thn feel very slpy. so i sms ahkeow. told her i not coming alr.
=_= . LMAO
ok. back to ytd . went over marina for steamboat. ytd a lot of ppl; saw ABYGAIL. zl and his classmates.
alot of funny words came out from SOHTINGXIAN mouth. say so many stupid things but funny.
took quite alot of crabmeat.! hees-D
i was about to buy drinks for dearry and top up ice. i saw tingxian and xikeng queeing up for drinks. so i quickly rush to them and ask them help me buy. thn tingxian ask the uncle.;

tingxian; uncle. wheres my china apple.?
uncle; lost alr.
reason being y tingxian say china apple is bcos. the can appledrinks name is china apple. aha. LOL. so lame. was lauging wit xikeng.
and next. after she buy the drinks alr. i ask her help me top up ice. but inside the cup there was abit of water. thn tingxian told uncle.

tingxian; UNCLE!!(loud voice) can throw away the water?
uncle; no. ltr very slippery.
tingxian; aiyoh. thn she throw the water on the floor.

next. changing of money.

tingxian; UNCLE!!(loud voice) . can change to 50cents 50 cents not?
uncle; okok

me and xikeng was lauging all the way. its funny lah. the way she talk. thn somemore she keep on imitate wat others do. dots.
thn that serene and francine BIGEATTER! keep on eating. RARR=D
thn behind our table. we saw a few couples eating . jus 2 of them eating steamboat. thn dearry say its romantic. hahah. i say candlelit dinner . the candlelit will be when the aluminium foil caught fire!! hahah. new candlelit dinner.

tonight still got ken bbq. thn tuesday class bbq. so many bbq. im falling sick alr. somemore. the crn handle difficult customer script i still haven plan yet.

one more week and school gonna reopen. thn on the 17 syf. ;
so bored.

ytd was out wit my ex school mates. juliana and all.
jus knew that juliana actually get in to the finals in campus superstar. aha. JULIANA! don forget to reserve tickets for us.
hmm. recieve sms from dearry. ask me go meet them at 6 in cwp. i told him ok. but will be late for an hour. reach cwp at ard 7plus or 8?
find xikeng and all. LOLS-) everytime the same old ppl. like holiday keep meeting. hahah.
went over to titanic. in the end xikeng wanna go timezone. thn we go. went over to vista after that wit ken,angie,john and dear.
i need money. RARR!! no working=no money. wth.
this coming friday going eat steamboat and catch movie. this coming sat. ken bbq. posponed early. next next week syf.
LOL
shragg. so bored right now. lets see wat i can do now?
might be gg back band ltr. thn meet him for dinner bah. now nose blocking. oh fcuk.! feeling soooo TERRIBLE!




>sweet-cidal moment>>33
loving you is the greatest gift.
~i love you>3

the nights on the april fools day. which is 12 am. was in the train wit francine on the way home. suddenly recieve a call from constance. she fool me. wth. RARR!

me:hello

stance: lixin. got sth wanted to tell you.

me: wat thing?

stance; im PREAGNANT

me; HUH, really not? then u intend to keep the baby ?

stance; yup. is mine leh

me; stunned* thn how? wat you gonna do next.?

stance: HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

me; i feel like bitting you leh.

i was tired that day. so din think much tat it is alr 1 april. hahah. kana fool by her. while i was talking to constance on phone. fran ask me who is it and wat happen. thn i told francine in a whisper tone that my friend(stance) pregnant. thn after that i told francine that she fooled me and she laughs. dots.

-ytd morning. went to near krangi area wit all my relatives. thn to amk place. for praying grandpa. reach back woodlands around 3plus.
went over dearry house at abt 5. pass him the need for speed disc. hahah-)))) LOLS=D

he pass me sth. forget to pass me during one first month. aha..

cutes cup; haha. pig represents him. opps!

abt 730 pm. went down to vista point and ate our dinner wit john. finish eating thn talk for a while. after that went back home.

today; feeling bored . cos din go out. send quite a lot of sms to dearry. but he nvr recieve it. i thought its my bill prob. but who noes. actually its his message memory FULL!! thats y cant recieve wat i send. RARR=D nvm. about 7plus went over and meet him. ate our dinner and talk. jus reach home. cos he meeting his friends. thn i went back after that.

dearry combined our chain. and i took it .

besties.

jus make it today!